Bring me away

Bring me away from this pain

miss you so much

miss you aiqi...

Deal

Deal with you.
The next time you contact me in anyway, we will be back together.

Religion

Never doubt the gohonzon?
What is wrong about knowing what goes on in your body/mind while prayers?
Why should we be afraid of something we can't see?
Is it because of gratitude or fear that we do not doubt our very religion?
Are we forced to believe something we don't initially?

Message to Ai Qi

i will only wait till end of year 2012.
So when that day comes, and you don't contact me, i shall take it that you don't wish to be with me anymore.
Won't email you anymore in fear your parents scold you.
Hope to see your reply soon.

haze!!!

oh no! now then i know have psi 80 haze sia...
i hope u are doing well...not like me, kena sorethroat so fast...soon will get cough sia..haha
love you.aiqi.

wow

wow, i jogged for the first time in years. and i feel great!
shall jog more often.
still waiting...how many years uh?

not sure if you got read my posts anot...sigh

u got read my posts?aiqi?
now kena a cold liao.
the weather very bad sia...
i hope u are well...
i hope to see u again.
i'll never be able to get over you...sigh.

headache

wah why headache so often sia...
sian one...spend money buy panadol and in the end no relief...

sigh

So many friends keep want me give up on u leh. but i don't wanna.
So irritating they do that, though i know they are concerned about me. they don't wanna see me in pain anymore.
But like what sensei say, when we wanna do something great, always got sanshoshima come attack us.
Those things that pull us back from wad we wanna do.
I wun give up waiting.

Decision?

I decided to live my life as if your gone. At least i won't feel so sad that you're not around.
I really miss you so much.
And anyway, WHY CAN'T YOU USE ANOTHER PERSON'S PHONE AND CONTACT ME!? WHY NOT EVEN PAYPHONE IN SCHOOL!?
U STUPID OR WHAT?
or do u just plain wanna play with me.

I will live on!

Aiqi, your parents warn me again thru ur email.
I'm positive that you will try to update urself via my blog.
Please note that i wun stop waiting. Your'e special to me.
I hope i am also to you.
I will continue updating my blog with events in my life. I hope you will do well in your studies.
i will try to live happily without ur presence, and i will wait for u. if i could wait a year,whats another year gonna do?
Can i propose to you? To be my wife?
I hope your love for me will never end, cuz mine for you will never
Feel free to comment back. and u can even use ur friend's phone sms me what....
I wish to know how you doing.and please update ur blog.
Sigh.
Hope we see each other again. And hope time will never break us apart.
I love you.

sigh

come back u didnt offline msg me...

shiet, kena gout attack...i wonder why so often liao...

Ai Qi

Sigh

Sigh, i waited from 10am till now, 11.40pm, for u to online. u didn't.

Maybe its because you have school the next day or what..

wish to see u.

I have many questions to ask. I need you to clear my doubts.

Dammit...have been dreaming of you everynight. love sickness....

Hi all.

back. thanks for the encouraging words all you who have sent me.

appreciate:)

i decided to continue blogging cuz of just one girl. and just one thing she said.

since she is also checking my blog, i should update.

First, why only now does she remember me?

i wanna know...

second...finally...i really have waited a long time.

i'm now working as kappa promoter and going all around singapore. its fun.and i enjoy it.

only that, the working hours are too long.

NS:

what does NS emphasis on? physical training i guess?

i don't think it be that tough. :D

Lastly, There is hope. me and you. i see your efforts. i want you to know that i really forgive u. please put ur 100% effort in your studies. Hardwork will pay off. Your reap what you sow.

If you sincerely want it back, you'd have to work hard for it. You're not the only one battling. i am also doing my part.